Let me rant

Bleeding deep inside.

llky — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 14:29:56 +0000

I guess I’ve really fallen for you. The tears prove it all. The heartache reveals my feelings.

Why must you be this harsh towards me? Why can’t you accept me for who I am? I wasn’t being that pertulant. Do you not give people second chances?

I’m trying to tell myself that you aren’t worth it but it’s so hard for me to let you go. The memories I’ve shared with you are so precious, so priceless.

Maybe my time on exchange will heal my heart.

Bleeding unrequited love.

The current state of affairs.

llky — Wed, 15 Dec 2010 14:39:39 +0000

“The Ice Is Getting Thinner”

We’re not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we’d speak.

And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me.

We’re not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There’s nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it’s true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.

mind over heart.

llky — Wed, 15 Dec 2010 14:36:27 +0000

you do know that if you don’t forget about him you stand no chance of getting into a proper relationship right?

ok, now that you know that, try to forget him. you must.

let me forget everything we shared.

I hate you. not.

llky — Tue, 14 Dec 2010 15:54:59 +0000

Thanks so much for ignoring my msn messages.

I HATE YOU.

ok, i don’t. i can’t bring myself too. can’t believe i cried over what you did last night. fuck me for not being able to control my feelings for you.

please help me to forget.

U don’t care.

llky — Mon, 25 Oct 2010 13:24:37 +0000

I have so much sorrows i want to pour out. I sat nxt to you and tried to tell you. I told you that I increased by stress level by dropping one mod and increasing expectations of myself. And you replied smtg like, then you like that you shdn’t drop, and that I shd try my best in a pretty nonchalant tone. It was hurtful. All I wanted was for someone to hear me out. To give me a hug, to tell me that everything is alright. I had so much more to say, but your statement just shut me out.

I miss you like crazy.

llky — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 03:39:47 +0000

Can i tell you how much I miss you, how much I miss what we did on Sunday night/ early Monday morning?

It was so passionate, it was more than fantastic.

You really turned me on.

But more than anything else, I miss you for yourself, for who you are.

One more night, that was a good one.

Friends > Family

llky — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 16:44:05 +0000

Now I know why some aren’t close to their families.

Now I know why some choose to confide in their friends and not their families.

Now I know why some do not like going home / do not like their home at all and prefer hanging out with friends.

Why? It’s because they don’t get the love, support and company.

Who’s to blame? The parents.

I’m gotten tastes of it, and I know i’ll get the full taste of it soon.

You can’t always rely on your family.

i miss u, like the deserts miss the rain.

llky — Sat, 28 Aug 2010 12:20:28 +0000

i really miss you very very very much. i wish i had the guts to ask you if i could send you off. 1.5 wks is a long time, if the person is someone you fancy a great deal. and you’re someone i do fancy a great deal. i love your company. how good looking you are, how sincere you can actually be, how kind you actually are, how sweet you can be. and how you can be so cute sometimes.

all i wanna tell you is that, i miss you so very very much and i hope you’ll come back soon.

My Life Would Suck Without You.

llky — Sun, 01 Aug 2010 17:27:18 +0000

Does it mean nothing to him at all?

Why do I fall in so quickly? Even though I know that he’s a womanizer.

There’s some sincerity in him that makes me like him everytime I’m with him.

There’s also that larger proportion of insincerity from him that I choose to ignore.

But maybe this is better for the both of us because it’s almost impossible for us to be together.

I don’t want any one of us to get hurt in the end.

ALL MALES ARE JERKS.

llky — Sun, 27 Jun 2010 14:05:13 +0000

ALL OF THE MALE HUMAN SPECIES ARE JERKS WHO DO NOT REPLY SMS-ES.

THIS IS BECAUSE:

1) THEY TREAT YOU LIKE A TOY.

2) YOU ARE OF NO SIGNIFICANCE TO THEM – EVEN IF U ARE THE MALE SPECIMEN’S SIBLING.

3) THEY ARE JUST PLAIN JERKS (FOR LACK OF A STRONGER WORD)

SCREW THEM ALL.

I’M GOING TO FOCUS ON BUILDING UP MY CAREER AND I’LL NEVER GET TOGETHER WITH / MARRY ANY ONE OF THEM. NOT EVEN OVER MY DEAD BODY.